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[14 Apr 2005|07:40pm] |
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wow i just applied to 2 jobs one at publix and another at winndixie i really hope i get one of the jobs i need money like a shit lol ! but i need to buy presents a bikini clothes wow im way behind dud ethis guy at countryside high is really hot and his name is frankie fergason lol but nothin is goin to happen cus hes not interested in me so that SUCKS !
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| omg zach! |
[30 Mar 2005|09:11pm] |
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omg zach imed me today saying that he was srry for wat happened and i was like ok and he said that he thought i broke eveerything off and so he moved on and i was like wat the hell who were u talkin too i never broke off anything u did by gettin a new girlfriend so he apoligiezed and shit and hes like so u wanna be together again and i was like to tell u the truth not really i wanna be good friends but nothin like that im lookin for a boyfriend that i can really be with im srry but yea thats the truth and hes like thats fine and we started talkin and shit it was fun finally the boy comes to have commen sense and it felt good turning him dow AWESOME! lol ~byez~
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[29 Mar 2005|06:53pm] |
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well today was a bore we went to look at houses cus were tryin to find a nice new home to settle in and we found one everythign was great but all the reepair it needeed wasn't worth it and im just doin hw and chillin listening tp persian music lol and lookin up poems for freshman experiance !
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| I have a secret !! |
[28 Mar 2005|09:53pm] |
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WEll i have been keepin this for about 9 months I went to london for the summer in july and I of course hung out with my britsh cousins and they had this best friend that they hung out with a lot and his nam ewas nick the first time nick saw me was at the movies then he was like u should meet my brother maybe u 2 can hang out together he can show u london and i was like that would be great cus i realy wanted to see london well the next time i saw nick was out there house and his brother was there and his name was jake HOTT AS HELL GORGEOUS GREEN EYES with dirty blonde hair well hes like so u wanna see london and im like yea so he takes me to westminister abby, big ben, trafalgers square and he took pics of me but sad thing was i couldn't take any pics with him cuz if my folks found out i went with another guy and myself to seee london they would kill me and my parents usulally order the pics by mail and the usually see them first suck ass i know totally would have shown u him anyways so he takes me too buckingham palace and all these places r like near each other so we walked from one place to another well hes like i know a place ud really like he took me too hyde park THE FUCKIN PARK WAS THE SIZE OF LONDON IT WENT FROM ONE END TO ANOTHER so he takes me on the brigde and we talk and i look at him we stare and then i look down and he is like 5;9 so hes tall i look down then he pulls my chin up with his hand and gives me a kiss and then he stoped and it felt fuckin good then he puts his hand into mine and then i give him a kiss witch led to a big ASS kiss it was AWESOME then we frenched it then we held hands walked the streets talked laughed know that people was the best KISS EVER!!!!! omg i will never forget him he gave me a great summer then we saw eachother again and we hung out more i made my cousin cover up for me it was so easy doin stuff there then twice we went to his house when no one was there and my cousin and nick were playin soccer and we did some stuff it was wonderful i should say . and well i get a phone call from my cousin he was sayin happy persian new year and im like thx same too u and hes like guess whos here and im like who hes like jake so me and jake talked for like 35 mins and i sadly cryed all night becuz he gave me the best kiss ever he also said he missed me but his kiss was move to move perfect EVERY SINGLE FUCKIN MOVE WAS PERFECT!!!! so yea and i can't hold it anymore it fells so good to let it go thx for listenin !
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| so much for fun |
[25 Mar 2005|03:10pm] |
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well everyone says how much fun spring break is but u know wat i don't see it all i did that was actually fun this week was go tot he persain party and see a movie with my sister which was the first time in like ever and thats pretty sad i think the last movie she actually took me too was spiderman 1 when it came out so now u see how much she cares for me lol but i still love her anyways ! tommarow my mom is having a huge ass party with all of her gay ass materilst friends i can't find anyone to go to the movies with me or the mall or to play some fuckin pool ! but yea so that was my spring break i can't till i go back to school and see all my friends i swear im goin to give u all big fuckin hugs lol!!! ~DEZ~
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| omg! sad movies |
[21 Mar 2005|09:46pm] |
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I can't tell u if sad movies r good or bad i just finished watchin the noteboook and well if they make u cry and thats the objective of the movie i guess its good but im sooooooooooooooo confused and my eyes r all puffy lol and i just cryed a shit load but noone can out cry my sister when she crys man does she cry never ever i am warning everyone in the world ever see a sad movie with my sister even if ur a guy she will make u cry from all her tears i guess thats y i cry so much from sad movies i saw two with her now im almost well a little like her its weird watvever i don't know but the movie was wonderful i wonder how nicholas sparks wrote that story thats a true writer for ya the story was amazing i would love to make storys like that it would be great i tried wen i was little everyone told me i was great but i don't know if i should keep doin it but all i know is that im defenitly doin a documentary as one day in my life so u might wanna bring an extra pair of underwear for my movie because my days are really really funny lol .
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| persian partys rock ass wow~! |
[20 Mar 2005|03:18pm] |
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well saturday night i went to ruth eckered hall thinking oh its another persian dance party its goin to be fun with a bunch of players lol but it was AWESOME!!!!! I had the greatest time of my life i danced from 8:30 to 2:00 am now my feet hurt like a BITCH i can't walk literally lol but it was worth it the band that played was really hottt except the keyboard player since in persian dancing its mostly like booty dancing with hand motions (not like hand goin down ur shirt to attract men lol) but like u twirl ur hands and shit and i wore this really great all fit i will show u pics soon and my skirt was really fluttery so everytime i would spin u could mostly likely get a glimpse of my ass but thats ok cuz my ass is on fire lol and i was dancing in the begging and i hit some guy with my elbow and i felt really bad so i said sorry and hes like thank you and im like wat the fuck and then i went to the bar and i had forgot money so i got water and the guys like is that all ur gettin and im like i forgot my money hes like ill buy u a drink if u let me have one dance im like sure ill take a coke cuz i couldn't ask for beer cuz al my moms persian friends were there and persians have really big mouths and tell everything ( not me i use mine wen needed lol) so then i went about the nite and then this guy guy was behind me and i had saw him earlyer and thought he was realy cute so wen i did a spin and did my booty shake downward he turns around and starts dancing with me ( wich i didn't mind at all lol)so we danced and hes like ur a really good dancer and he said that he sucked and im like no but he really did buit who cares he was hott so we danced for like 1 whole song and one whole persian song takes forever to end which was great lol then he left to his table and i was right next to the stage dancing with my friends and i love shaking my ass in persian partys im known for that lol so all the people make a big circle and my friend drags me in their and we start dancing and everyone is chering us on it was like the best moment of my life and then i went back to the front of the stage to dance and all of the sudden the singer looks at me and turns aroud and wiggles his butt at me i started laughing cuz he was showing me wat i do lol so then the night went by faster and faster untill the end we said bye to the band and left tired and with blistered feet lol but it was AWESOME!!!! wow lol
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| not making sense!!!! |
[17 Mar 2005|08:15pm] |
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so peeps i came home from school moms being a bitch won't let me talk a religous holiday its the GOD DAM persian new year i should have the day off lol well anyways i finally learned how to us this amazing journal lol after goin through a hundred porn sites lol I HAVE ABS!!!!!! how excitin is that its only a two pack but dam its nice now im workin on a 4 pack but dam that really fuckin hurts u gotta do some weird shits im lifting weights and dancing a lot in my roomlol see ya lol boos boos to ya mariam !!! aid it moborac lol
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| wat the fuck lol |
[14 Mar 2005|08:20pm] |
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IM excited cuz i get to go jump over fire on tuesday and im not kidding literallly we jump over fire saying something it was fuckin awsome ur tush gets warm too lol but last year i almost had a fatal accident wen i jumped over the fire i landed on the rocks around the fire and i was falling back untill this guy pulled my hand i was SAVED!!! lol school was cool i got chased by that fuckin david kid again but blanca ran it was funny and i jogged then walked lol and my sister is comin from new york on tuesday im so excited even though i hate her really bad sometimes so ye a that was today lol.
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| im loven my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!! |
[10 Mar 2005|10:00pm] |
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IM sooooooooooooooooo happy cuz i get to go to the usf persian parta man i get to see all my persian friends and speak persain lol i sound like mean girls lol we go to partys and drink AWeSOME SHOOTERS and wear AWESOME CLOTHES and suck up everyones AWESOMENESS LOL j/K. today all my friends terry, adrian,blake, Jenna,chelsea b. all made the circle of love in the math hallway it was AWESOME mon!!!! it was hilarious everyone was giving and getting hugs and high fives it was a very happy day and i also got 2 FREAK FREE KRISPY KREME DONUTS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!! that were very very very good yummmy god i can taste them now the creme in the middle dripping down ur shirt and the glaze smearing all over ur mouth and ur mouth is tooo full to talk woow thats the time of ur life and then i went to spanish OMG! SO NOT FAIR THIS KID BEN mother beepers got the last krispy kreme donut from mrs. diba for FREE and the sillion but who cares about that wen u have krispy kreme lol but he was a really nice guy but he kept tickling me and that really tickels becuz i am very very very tickelish so thats my weakness and i just told everyone that lol and well that was funn and 2 period was great i found out that this other kid frankie played basketball with me and james in 6th grade at the rec. center which was awesome cuz i thought frankie was a little hott at the time but now hes really hootttttttttttttttt but hes a player but thats ok lol hes still cute and anyways he was really nice to me hima nd james were the only ones who every past me the ball lol thats CUZ I SUCKED MON! and travis stanton only the prettist INCLUDIGN hott guy every on earth well? after brad pit and a few other people he is gorgeous and he made the whole class crack up man that was funny and well my day went really well i hope the rest of my days go as well lol byes
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| probalem |
[04 Mar 2005|03:51pm] |
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rubberbandman BY: TI |
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well today i found out that mike has a girl friend and ull never guess wat hes doin for her b-day hes goin to teach her how to surf wat i wanted him to do for me as a b-day gift for me how much does that suck OMG!!! @#$% pist thats ok i still have this italian boy that i might have a chance biongirno lol !!! he can talk to me in italian wen were in the back of his car lol j/k (maybe not) but today went pretty well i applied for a job at winndixie and a guy came up to me already at the store and said so ur getting a job here and he started the conversation right in front of my mom wat an idiot my mm was like freaking out shes like u can't work here the boys r alreay hittin on u lol i was like piss off im gorgeous deal with it so my day went well im goin out to dinner for my moms b-day to melting pot FOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!! lol thats my life thats y im goin to work at a gorcery store cuz im surrounded by food all day lol. HOLLAR BACK PEEPS LOL, DEZ
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| i really like mike |
[03 Mar 2005|08:13pm] |
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i really like mike but i don't know how to tell him the prob is that i can't date but ive gotten around my folks a lot . sometimes i imagine that me and mike r goin out and that we r like the perfect couple hes exactly the guy im looking for cute very funny he makes me laugh a lot sometimes i had a stomach ach afterword for laughing so hard and he loves to play pool which i love to play pool too. i like him too much and i don't know how to say i like him cuz i feel embarresed cuz he mite say he doesn't like me so if anyone knows wat to do holla at me thx.
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